"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

Why is this?
October 22, 2009 - 11:31 am

Time matters less when you're not employed. Oh sure, there's still a ticking clock.. but that's on a slower, longer scale. Months are what matter to me now -- when do the next set of monthly bills come due? Until then, what's one day matter from the next?

I've gone on several interviews and I can pretend that I'd like this or that... but I don't think I'm really being honest. I'm far too used to pretending to really know what I want.

Going back to school has some appeal, but.. what would I study? What classes would best benefit me?

I am at a loss.

I mean... for ages upon ages I've said if I had all the money I could ever want, I'd be a writer. That's what I'd love to do.

However... I now have more time than I can fill and I write nothing.

Why is this?