"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

i'm getting a new bed
February 08, 2006 - 6:04 pm

i need to buy sheets.. one of those "bed in a bag" things no doubt. what's a good place for sheets..?

i'm also now in possession of a Corpse Bride. i really liked Nightmare Before Christmas, so hopefully this will be good too. very hush, hush how i've come across it.

work was a fucking disaster today. today was fire drill day. i think customers conspire to place unreasonable demands all at the same time. it bothered me at work, but i'm not so much bothered by it now. i stayed late, got some things done in the peace and quiet... but really, my attitude is very much "i'll do what i can do as fast and as best i can.. and if it doesn't get done fast enough for some, i'm ok with that."

not exactly a stellar attitude i know, but it helps me from not freaking out.

i'm getting a hell of a lot more in touch with the part of me that wants thing done right.. that wants to complete things in a more sequential order than the chaos i have now. i'm finding i really do like systems and flow. chaos is not a system and not a flow.

that's not to say i need everything one at time, i don't. there's a balance between the two.. there's being able to get something done now and then without 10 interruptions.. there's having the time to do things right and not just flying around hoping all the details are correct.. but knowing they can't possibly be.

anyway.

did i mention? i'm getting a new bed.