"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

come monday
September 19, 2005 - 6:11 pm

it's spanish. it's called Borsao. it's a mix of two grapes i've never heard of.. which was a plus when i bought it. it was under $10.. which was a plus when i bought it.

i drank a bottle of it over the course of yesterday. well, 5/6ths of a bottle as i'd had a small drink of it the night before..

i'm no wine taster, so no description of the taste.. other than i liked it.

i woke up today and thought, wholey fuck.. yesterday was crazy. what the hell happened? things just imploded.

then i thought, wow. i was drunk, wasn't i? i certainly didn't feel drunk. the wine just messed with my head... and/or mix in the emotional bullshit.. and you get why i went to bed very, very early.

had weird dreams about being responsible for building roads. very odd. prices were out of control. very odd.

as for the implosion -- eh, so be it. i don't regret a workd that was said. i wish i'd said things differently.. more clearly. i didn't and the moment has passed.

the crux of yesterday was.. for years (god that's fucked up to say ) for years i've not regarded a single word that's been uttered as trustable. actions have never (for more than two instances in a row) supported the words. the words i loved. the actions.. not so much.

it's always been this or that reason.

so this makes me dark, depressing person. so be it.

the wine was good. very good.

finally. i have my gmat book. all 800 and some pages of it. perhaps this weekend i'll do some studying.

perhaps in two weeks i'll take the test and see what's what.