"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

grant, hair and car
June 18, 2004 - 11:17 am

i need to contact the office that's givin' out the money asap to see if i can get anything for the fall or if it was just an end of the budget year, must do something with this money kinda thing.

either way, i'm getting a refund check of 600 bucks!

i'm either going to buy a nice flat screen monitor or pay off some debt.

one is smart to do. one less smart. both will make me happy. knowing me, i'll get the monitor. my debt situation.. while not good, is in hand.

in other news, i'm growing something of a goatee. again. i've taken to growing facial hair and shaving it off and growing it again.

i'm going to get my hair cut today. i do mean cut. i want something super short- like clippers only on setting two or something short.

i realize that in one year i'm going to be in the professional world. i need to find a 'look' that will fit into that world and i may as well find it now.. and get used to it.

on the ohter hand, this will be about my last chance to shave my head for sometime.. so i may do that.

i have issues with feeling too out of place.. with people thinking i look really odd or whatever. yes, i know i need to work on this - hence my desire to really cut my hair.

however, i'd not feel comfie at all shaving my head while working for some company. best to do such exploration, such as it is, now.

what else what else.. oh, i see charmingirl hasn't read my last entry.. so if you see this, be a dear and read back one day.

i'm not really in a good mood. i'm still sort of pissy about the whole car inspection thing and having to drive to pittsburgh instead of just across the border.. never mind the whole first failed the inspection and then passed - even though nothing was 'fixed' bullshit.

i'm going to go to a chevy place today. if they say, like the other chevy place, that nothing is wrong - i'm seriously considering writing a letter to this bastard and his home office about this bullshit - the attempt to fleece me out of 275 bucks, calling me a liar, not behaving professionally, etc.

by god, i AM a little ray of sun shine - spreading cancer with every breath.

yet again, fuck off.