"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

little ray of sun shine
June 17, 2004 - 6:50 pm

uhm, charmingirl.. i thought we had a talk about you and notes page? i thought i was pretty clear then - i don't care to hear from you. i'd much rahter you didn't leave me any notes - esp. pointless notes.

i have a new rule for myself: i'm done repeating myself.

this in regards to my preference for things.

i feel that if i tell someone once what i think or how i feel about a topic.. (i.e. asking someone who thinks i'm friends with them to leave me alone) and they don't well.. then they just proved why i don't want to be friends with them. i mean, wouldn't a friend respect and try to adhere to what i said i preferred? i think so.

so, as is somewhat demonstrated by this posted, i hereby remove any 'guilt' or lingering reason why i should be nice to said person. if they, in this case uncharmingirl, can't respect i wouldn't trade a rat's maggot infested anus for anything she has to tell me, well.. piss on her.

i told you politely once before.. you didn't get that hint and i told you bluntly once before and you got all whiney in an email to me. or was it in messsages? i forget. anyway, this time you can save the whine, it's not worth your time or mine.

why you think i'd care to hear about blinker fluid is beyond me. besides the fact i doubt the validity of the story since she could easily turn around the sue the bastard, write him up to the bbb and pretty much make his life hell as he'd be fired. if the place was part of chain and she happened to bitch to the hq about it.. for sure the guy would be fired - he stole $100 or committed fraud, which the police and hq hr people would care to call.

a huge pet peeve of mine is stupid urban legend stories. if you repeat them, you're just as 'dumb' as the supposed idiot of the story.

even if the blinker thing is true.. why the fuck would i care about it? some lame attempt to restart a dialog?

i feel liberated. 'tis good to speak what's on one's mind and be honest about it. granted sometimes, a little sugar coating is needed.. but cutting through the shit is so much faster.

i need to email andrew, the dland god, about how to get people who don't exist on dland anymore off the profile page for poeple who like my diary.

i have an urge to neatify and organizeify things.

i think i'm going to get the flat screen monitor. i need to do some research on those.

heh, yeah, i know - i'm a little ray of sun shine.

fuck off.