"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

two roomies back and where to live?
March 14, 2004 - 3:22 pm

heath and rob are back. i must soon depart to the sanctuary of the apartment i'm wathcing.

here, i'm being assulted by nascar - rob is listening to some race on his pc - and country music - heath is watching it on tv.

jon and i talked the other day and i said i was ambivalent about them. mostly that's true.. i don't much care what either of them says or does, as long as it doesn't negitively impact me. they fit firmly in the category of roommate - i neither like nor dislike them, i just happen to live with them.

however, with them both being back.. it's striking me that my feelings towards both are a tad more negative than that.

though, neither is a bad roomie. we just have different tastes in a great many things.

i think my biggest problem with them is their staggering ability to express a viewpoint but not be able to follow that viewpoint to it's logical conclusion - ie, they both lack critical thinking.

they both blindly follow ideas that sound hunkydory on the surface, but if they'd just take a moment to think.. they'd see things arn't quite so clear cut.

i don't mind people who disagree with me, as long as they've put some thought into things.

anyway, i've not seen jon since friday. i left him a message last night, but havn't heard from him. i'm start to wonder what the deal with that is.. if he's gotten himself into some sort of trouble or something.

time will tell.

i'm now officially torn between trying to get into monarch house, a one bedroom place that's really nothing more than a hotel room (literally) and living with francesca.

if i live with her, then once she graduates, jon will be back from denmark and he and i will live together (or so the plan goes, but that's way far off in 2005).

more and more i'm liking the idea of living alone in monarch, if i get in. though i know that that's probably not the best place for me.