"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

better than in ages.
January 01, 2004 - 3:47 am

first of all, i'm really drunk so pardon the typos.

i talked with this guy chris tonihgt. he lives downstairs - two floors down.

he's like me.. smart, never had to study.. you probably know the type.

i called him on lots of shit. tons of shit. it was.. so easy in way and so sad.

i'm six years older and he just got out of what he thought was the love of his life.

i busted his balls over shit.. probably talked more, way more, than i needed too, but i've never done such a thing before.

to see him.. look at me and nod his head, understanding what i was saying was so great.

i mean, i tore into him on some things.. called him on why he drink so much and shit like that.

he's a smart guy - never had to study through high school and an A'ish average through college.. hate the type? that's me.

i'm older though.. six years older to be exact.

deep down, i like.. who he could be, not who he is. i told him so.

he comes drinking here again.. talking about how he drinks every day and i'm busting his balls for real.

yeah. i'm a dick. i told him so. he thanked be before he left. i laughed. told him not to thank me yet.. i'm still just an asshole.

actaully though.. i feel good. better than i have in ages.