"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

new mantra
December 31, 2003 - 5:16 pm

no plans for tonight, just jon and i watching a movie.. drinking rum and cokes.

exciting huh?

lately.. my desire has been to stop putting up with other people's shit.

of course, that does nothing but alienate people - though, the way i figure it.. if someone is a good friend and if they are doing something that really annoys me.. and i bring it up and they can't deal - then are they really a good friend?

i used really hate taking a stand on something. i always wanted to be.. open and going to go with the flow. the problem is, in part, that i'm an opinionated person.. so i'm constantly supressing a part of me.

looking at somethings this way makes why i get annoyed and upset with myself sometimes.

i'm constantly trying to be someone else. i'm not at peace with who i am.

i'm getting there though.

my new mantra comes from the bloodhound gang:

i don't give a damn

if you don't like me

cause i don't like you

cause you're not like me