"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

make me smile, call me a bitch
February 20, 2003 - 5:17 pm

a few days ago i get called a bitch in one page...and then in another i get called 'unresponsive'?

the bitch thing i found funny.

the unresponsive thing i don't. apperantly if i'm not at my pc to answer IM's then i'm a bad person. i need to work in defying the laws of physics so i can be in two places at once. i'm also guilty of not replying to emails that i can find no record of receiving.

i'm an email packrat. i have every email ever sent/received by this particular person. going back to 2/26/2001. damn near two full years of correspondence.

i don't at all mind getting tagged with something i'm guilty of. of course at the time of getting tagged, i might react adversely to it. but really.. if i'm guilty, then i'm guilty. and i'm fine with that. i can respect being called out for something i do.

on the other hand, it's a pet peeve of mine to 'accuse' me of something i didn't do. i react quite badly to that. it bothers me to no end. it's all the more bothering to me when it's someone i like and who i thought liked me.

yeah, see.. to me, friends don't just say 'you're unresponsive, i'm not talking you anymore'. that's bullshit. sorry, but it is.

a friend would say 'hey, i sent you a email (or an IM), didn't you get it?' or ask some kinda question, like 'hey, where have you been? is everything ok?' or godforbid ask, 'hey, what are you thinking?'

i guess just another oddity about me.

ah well. i really need not to worry of such things.

perhaps i need to get called a bitch more often. at least i smiled at that.