"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

going to continue fucking up my life
December 02, 2002 - 8:22 pm

i doubt i'll get around to getting either.

i think i've decided things. i don't have the stones to do what i think i should do, so i'm going to continue to fuck up my life and go to mba school.

i don't think i'm going to apply anywhere else, unless i don't need to write essays. that's my style...i'm in at one school and why do something that approaches effort for another one i might like better?

i want some lip balm too.

the whole health thing with my dad has made me realize somethings. i don't think this is place for those realizations...at least not in this entry.

i'm starting to hate this apartment. the windows bleed mad cold air, even with that plastic stuff on them..and the freaking central heat is LOUD..i'm turning up and down the volume on the tv all the time. i'm fretting that my bills are going to go way up. i've only got the temp set at 68 or 66. i don't mind being cold. much better than being hot.

'i feel like i'm drunk behind the wheel...'

i like that song.