"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

not contradictory
August 20, 2002 - 8:07 pm

someone told me to take pain pills the other day. that's pointless. any bothersome pain lasts about 2 seconds, the rest is mild. i prefer medications for when i actaully need them, not for when it's just convenient.

i'm watching mtv again. it's rare i land here when i surf. i'm reminded of an entry i meant to post a while ago, but didn't. i've no idea how long ago it was, but i caught some sort of ten minute long montage of live songs. they were at the rock n roll hall of fame. i walked away with one two part observation, with the exception of the red hot chile peppers and a hip hop act i don't know, all the male people were fully clothed and atleast 90% of the female ones were hardly clothed.

now i like to look at half naked women, so on one hand it really didn't matter to me. on the other, they are supposed to be singers, not strippers. is being a sexpot required for a female? more and more i think so.

it's funny, well not really. women make up something like 51% of the population, so a majority and we hear how women are more mature than men and want to be treated as equals. i really don't understand why magazines geared towards women have "naughtier" covers than playboy.

blah, i've talked about this before.

i just don't get it. what do i get? nothing.

my way of thinking just doesn't fit.

more and more this bothers me.

more and more i care less and less.

that's not contradictory.