"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

keep pretending
April 17, 2002 - 7:01 pm

i had this really good idea for something i wanted to do and then i lost it.

gone daddy gone.

we had an office meeting at lunch. jeff told me not to come in. i got an email, well everyone got it, with the accounts updated. so it's like im offically gone. i did take two pieces of pizza they brought in. four were left over and so i had another one and i'll eat the other three for lunch tomorrow. i think jeff was annoyed i took the first two. piss on him.

you know. i really am bothered by some things in 'my' culture. they just don't seem to make any sense. it's truly astounding the things we do and think we should do. i think the difference between the normal poeple and the clinically insane is that the insane people just don't try to act normal. the rest of us are just as fucked up, but we think we need pretend we arn't.

i'm not at all sure i want to keep pretending.