"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

silly in the worst way
April 18, 2002 - 5:48 pm

the salad bar sucked at the store today. i'm very displeased about that. i've taken to putting a nice layer of lettuce, some carrots, some of that fake seafood stuff, some grilled chicken, some of one of the pasta mixes they have and mushrooms into my little tin. that sounds like a lot huh? it only weighs a pound or less when i'm done. that's not that much. anyway. there were no carrots left. very, very little seafood stuff. no chicken at all. not a very good salad.

i bet you really cared huh?

here's more. so i feel the urge that i need more meat that two or three chunks of fake seafood meat...so i broke down and bought some chicken wings. that meant i needed more blue cheese, so i got that too. i spent eight bucks.

my apartment here was shown today. i think. i got a voicemail from some lady saying she was going to. they didn't leave a card or anything, so i guess they did. i called my landlord and said to show it anytime, but not before 10am on the weekends. that shouldn't be a problem. i even reminded her the oven part of the stove doesn't work.

i realized a new and possibly very important problem today. the moving poeple are going to come with a big ass truck. i'm not sure where a big ass truck can park to load my junk. granted it won't take long...like an hour or so, but i don't know where. i set my pick up day to be friday, so hopefully there should be very few cars in my parking lot. i should be fine if they do it during the day. i'm going to knock on the super's door tomorrow and ask her. i'm sure i'm not the only freak to use a big ass truck before.

i'm truly tempted just not to go into work anymore.

oh, i thought of one thing i do want. a "command" or a "wish" if you will. you need to log on more or rather earlier.

i updated my email, so if anyone happens to have my email address...use the one that's linked off this page. my optonline one will soon be gone.

i'm actually holding back on somethings i'd like to say. it just feels like the right thing to do, but is it right to hold back on a diary? there's two topics i'd like to say more on and i guess they are loosely related. perhaps that why i'm holding back.

i read nearly every entry on www.darwinawards.com today. i just love the bricklayer's story, though it was as a radio repairman on the site. i love the 'bad day at work' one too. it does kinda put things into prespective.

what's some good sites for wastin' time?

i set up an appointment for my cable today. i'm so good. i need to find the phone and electric numbers too.

the more i think about it, the more i'm sure i'd rather just disappear than move. i'm positive that people are becoming more and more neurotic as time goes on. the news is proof enough of that.

i think the poeple next to me died. they bought the apartment a while ago and i used to see/hear them daily. i havn't heard/seen them in over a week. perhaps they just went on vacation. i don't smell anything.

uhm. yea, people are silly in the worst way.