"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

inmate...
March 22, 2002 - 6:05 pm

i'm most annoyed that it looks like dave will finish higher than me.

i really do like this salad idea.

i got semi-vindicate, at least in my own mind, at work today. i gave up a big account cause the stupid bastards who order don't know what they are doing and so the wrong stuff get's ordered and then the 'heavy' comes down on me, or in this case another rep, for the mistake. i say if you don't know what you order, then you don't get to bitch if it's wrong. i could go on about this, but you don't care.

i'm debting going to mohegan sun. i doubt i will.

i'm totally not doing things i should do at work. no one has noticed.

things to do:

buy more lightbulbs. i seem to 'eat' them here.

attempt, yet again, to find a solution to make my room pitchblack.

uhm. quit the gym. i hardly ever go and therefore it's a waste of money.

eat chicken wings. i'm thinking of developing a diet of just chicken wings and liquids. i think it's pretty close to the atkins diet idea, so i bet it would work.

no more to do things.

i think the time of day i like best is when it's like 2am and wake up. i could get out of bed and be awake, but i don't. i lay in bed and float in and out of semi-controlled dreams. does that mean i'm an escapist of some sort? what mental irregularities does that signify? i should go to a shirnk. i wouldn't have to talk, i'd just tell em to read these pages and diagnose me.

i dislike my new shoes. the damn things squeak. i thought it was how the laces rub on the tongue. it's not. it's what the upper part of the inside is made of. who the hell makes a shoe that squeaks? no more rockports for me.

i just saw a blurb on the news about people who say they can lose weight through prayer. that actaully makes sense. not that god made someone lose weight, but that you'd focus you're mind on something and through that focus achieve the weight loss. did you know that buddhist monks in himilayan mountains strip naked in an unheated room (remember, this is in those big ass mountains, so it's like freezing or colder there as a rule), cover themselves with water soaked blankets and start to meditate. in an short amount of time the blankets start to steam, yes steam. the room isn't heated, the blankets are soaked in cold water. the heat to make them steam comes from the naked monks. they meditate on...err i forget what it's called, but it's a 'fire dragon' and through this mental effort they raise their body temperature enough to make the blankets steam. they also, once a year, sleep with nothing more than a thin (and i do mean thin) blanket on a mountain top. you and i would freeze in mere minutes. they sleep just fine and walk home in the morning.

both events are on video.

my point is it makes sense to be able to raise your matabolism and therefore lose weight.

we need to learn more about the mind.

perhaps i should be a shrink. nah, to much school and things to learn that i wouldn't care about.

my ears are itchy.

i think i could make a pretty good alsyum inmate. i wonder what that pays.