"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

notes from my nook....
March 21, 2002 - 5:31 pm

my eyes feel like they are going to rupture. i think this has lead to my headache.

i want chicken wings, but don't have any.

i didn't eat my pizza last night, long story, and so tonight is pizza night. no chicken wings.

my boss totally fucked things up on this job back in december. well, he committed us to do something and when the project finally hit, none of us recalled it. i recall it quite clearly now. we told the customer we couldn't do it, but i think we have to. we havn't really talked about it yet, but i'm going to tomorrow.

i don't know why i care about that last one. i never want to talk to any of the fools who call me again.

i crack my neck by twisting it more often that i should.

that lady got found guilty over her dog killing someone. i don't know enough about the case to have an opinion.

they want to cut the fire fighter's budget for next year in nyc. people are like, but after 9-11 how could you even think of it? blah blah blah, it's economics. no one wants to cut things, but money is money. we all live in a world full of financial constraints...i mean if could have any house, what house would you have? what car? where would you live? you can't do those things, you don't have the cash..and yet we expect government to do the best all the time and not understand the limits of a budget.

i think i'm going to fade out of the ncaa tourny tonight. i need duke to lose, pitt to win, connecticut to win, kansas to win and oklahoma to win. i'm not sure it matters though. i need pitt to win the whole thing and that's pretty unlikely. which is the reason i picked them to win. i bet on the freak chance they could.

i want to go to the casino at mohegan sun. i don't have any money to waste on betting.

i ran into crazy lesbian woman sunday at coachs. i forgot she works there. she said she still had my number and would call. she hasn't. i'm not to worry about that.

i want to move.

i'm annoyed the building heat seems to have been turned off. it's cold.

i've been putting a lot of thought into my criminal ideas. i like the exercise of figuring out how to pull off a 'crime of the century'. i have two good working ideas. perhaps i will be rich one day.

i have zero fun at work.

i don't like baseball. i think my cable rate when up cause of the fucking yankees. i need to find that out and bitch. i won't watch the games. i wonder if i have a choice as to what cable company i can use.

again, why bother...i want move. so it really shouldn't matter.

i do like my slippers.

i've grown to hate car commercials.

i like shows on mummies.

i think i want a new cell phone. i'm not sure i need a cell phone.

i wish my mind would not bring up things from like 10 years ago that i don't like. it's like bad acid flasbacks or something, but i didn't do acid then.

i don't seem to let things go. i'm good at remember things i really shouldn't remember.

i like waffles, i don't have any.

ok. i need to go. my eyes.