"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

i hate laundry
March 11, 2002 - 7:51 pm

i do understand that the choice is ultimately mine, but i'd like some feedback ya know? i don't exactly have a stellar history in picking jobs...which i did mention. i've bumbled from one job to the next hoping to find one i could deal with. i started out liking my current job, but the economny changed and so did my outlook on it, plus i want out of here and the bastard didn't do anything to even start that process. it pisses me off that i've had so much smoke blow up my ass that i actaully though i had some clout and could get myself transfered. i understand that jeff doesn't want me to go, but what he doesn't seem to get is that i'm going to leave one way or the other.

i emailed my stuff to laura, but i think i fucked up the address. there's a company that has a an address close to hers and they, from laura's experience, take any email that ends in the company name...so those people got my resume and stuff...which is no good since it has all my contact info and they can chop it up anyway they like and resend it out to whoever they choose.

that sucks. but it's typical 'my luck'.

i really am pretty darn near demoralized.

did i mention i went to buy a new book and the two titles i decided i wanted they didn't have...so no new book.

i finished the old book. i read like 500 pages in three days. not any sort of record i know, but i used to read like that all the time. i kinda felt good to just sit and read for hours. lately i've just read for brief spurts here and there..never too long.

on top of everything i'm doing laundry.

i hate laundry.