"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

tomorrow
March 10, 2002 - 5:58 pm

that's how sports should be. commericials and junk should be done around the game, not the game around the corporate money making.

it's time i stop putting off my call. i need to do it and no other idea presents itself. so once i'm done here i'll leave the message.

i emailed my rents about the interview tomorrow and the idea of going back to small town pa. i also got a flash of courage and broached the idea of me coming back to pgh, even though there's no job prospects lined up. i didn't outright ask if i could move back home, but i'll see what they come back with.

did i mention that jeff said all he did about me being transfered was look at the company job board? that pissed me off. i can see that. i wanted a phone call or two to be made. i wanted him to come back and say this is what we can/can't do. as far as he is concered he'll check the board again in a bit. i can understand he doesn't want me to go, but piss on that.

i'm nervious about tomorrow. i found a pretty silly typo in my resume they have. i can't believe i did it, but i'm taking a new revised copy with me tomorrow. if they noticed my boo-boo it won't matter though. that's a big part of my dread about this phone call. i don't want to do this in a pointless cause. i'd like to think if they didn't want me to come up they'd have cancled on friday or something.

i really like this sci-fi book i'm reading. it's called 'the descent' by jeff long. he tells a good story.

i learned today that my eye issues are the result of eye fatigue, do to much time infront of computer screens..and one of the best things to do, other than less screen time, is to sleep in a totally black room.

i missed the parade today. i'm a tad upset about that. i wanted to go, but i didn't think it'd be today, but this coming weekend.

i have one good fingernail. i'm going to work on number to.

i can't think of to much more to say.

i'm anxious about my parents reply and about tomorrow.