"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

things to do today
March 10, 2002 - 12:32 pm

buy book from list, buy new blinds to make bedroom _dark_ to facilitate more restful sleep, convince person to move from nashville to stamford...and then from stamford to where ever the heck i go next.

just kidding about the one.

it's really amazing how your thoughts get colored and skewed by your mental state. i woke up today...almost happy. i'm really liking the idea of going to a small town in northwest pa. i even wrote a cover letter and redid my resume this morning. i sent both off to my friend to look over. since i'm saddled with things like my lease (damn didn't this come to bite me in the ass quick?) and credit card debit..i'm not sure if it's financially feasble. the pay isn't anywhere near equal, but oddly enough i come out with the same money left over per month. hrm, if i still had the blazer i could just live in it and make mad extra cash....

i think i'm going to make the call and do the interview tomorrow. i feel better about the call, but not my plan for it. it's just a dastardly thing to do, but i've justified the ends so i can deal with the means.

i don't think anything would make me happier than getting out of my current job. i know that i need more than that, something like support network. this interview on monday won't give me that...i think that's why i like small town job. i know i'd have atleast one person who wouldn't let my ass get all funky like it does.

first i guess i need to stop sittin' here in my birthday suit and go spend some money.