"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

sunday sunday
2001-09-23 - 5:29 p.m.

i saw jeepers creepers last night, which started of just awsome. quickly though...it lost it's luster and became something of a farce. of course, as i think is now manditory, the ending leaves open sequeals. what's the deal with that? good ideas must be getting hard to come by out in glitterland.

i fear i committed a faux pas when i mentioned georgia, my apologies.

i think i'm going to rename my guestbook as 'serendipity's personal scribbling pad'. just kidding!

i went in to the office today just to check on a shippment or two, i felt businessy today. i saw i had a voicemail. it was from a this guy who wanted some stuff for friday so he could do work over the weekend. he left me a voicemail saturday that he had the wrong parts i had screwed him. piss on that. i shipped what he ordered. i think that's put me over the edge jobwise. i'm sick and tired of faxing poeple quotes, them ordering whats on the quote and then bitching it's not what they want. your (or in this case their) poor planning is not my emergency or fuck up. of course, i have to kiss ass and explain this to him politely tommorrow.

i dug out my cover letter book. after i blew the dust off it and cracked the spin, i found a letter i like. well not quite like, but it's going to be easy enough to tweak. i picked out four jobs that i like and once i'm done here. i'ma gonna get to tweakin' and then emailin'.

What else did i do today? oh yes! how could i forget. i'm offically, beyond any shadow of a doubt, a net-nerd now. i'm all hooked up with online banking. my savings account (did you know you can get 4% interest in savings with no min and no fees at ingdirect.com?) is all hooked into my checking account. i signed up for datek and once that's all done, i'll hook everything together. i set up my 'pay bills online' deal with my checking acount. i'm feeling all organized. at first i was worried someone would snoop all my info and steal my identity. then i realized, i don't have anything worth stealing.

i'm supposed to go out wedensday to see some new condos. one of them is in a highrise. i live in a highrise now, well four stories, but close enough. i dunno if i like the idea of highrise condo as something i own. to me, a highrise is for apartments and apartments are for renting. i guess it doesn't really matter though. i think this place has hardwoord floors, which poeple love. i'll destroy them though. i'll have to put in carpeting to keep em in good condition, which will help me when i go to sell.

did i mention the begining of jeepers creepers was awsome? the whole truck thing was great. i think i kinda mentioned that.

i need to do a lot of laundry today. i need to drop some stuff off at the dry cleaners. i realized the other day that i bought a lot of cloths that are supposed to be dry clean only and i wore them once or twice and then left them all balled up in the closet. i need to swing by and get my suit monday. i should buy a new pair of shoes too. goddamn it, new cloths are so expensive. well, good business cloths are anyway.

in a lot of ways mens fashion just sucks. your choice is pretty much gray or blue in suits and then a 'bright' tie to try and spice things up. i'm by no means mister gq and that fact that i what guys wear sucks is probably why. i see no point to put any effort/thought into what i wear since all that varies is color. i mean, its going to be a button down shirt with dockers or slacks and dress shoes. then you add a tie, which is really an absurd thing to wear. it's a big ass arrow pointing to my crotch, did you ever notice that? you look at a guys face, then his tie stands out and your eyes follow down the tie, taking in it's patterns and whatnot...and where do your eyes end up? at the tip of the tie, which is a point just above the belt. it serves no purpose, but to get blown around in the wind and fall into food. at times it's only use is to catch food that would otherwise ruin a white shirt.

what would i rather wear? i dunno, i'm no fashion designer. i just know that ever guy you see is essentially dressed identical. sure some poeple make it look good and some make it look horrible (like me). what's worse is the more formal the occasion the more identical every guy is dressed up to the black tux.

oh well, i shouldn't complain. at least it's easy to decide what to wear.