"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

feel and dreams?
2001-05-21 - 7:16 a.m.

I am bound and torn. I know what I must do, but I fear I have not the will to do it. This makes no sense and has no relevance to what I've said before.

There are songs raging softly in my head. The moment I try to words to paper, to banish the voice, they fade away and I can't seem to recall them. I know the song, but I have not heard it before. It is a good song in that it expresses exactly how I feel. What better way to judge a song is there? The music, the rhyme are all just secondary to how it makes you feel.

I did not sleep well last night. I don't know why. I had strange dreams that I can clearly recall. They were complex and restless, interwoven bits of nothing.

Perhaps I should stop trying to distract myself and I should to listen to what I have to say.

That idea is wholey terrifying and gives me pause, but I have not the time to pause for time will not pause with me.

It is time for me to go.