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"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein


jaded...
2001-04-29 - 6:15 p.m.

Sometimes I'm amazed how jaded and cynical I can be. I don't like being this way and I try very hard not to be...but sometimes...I have choice but to see things how they really are.

I'm not sure which bothers me more, which makes me sadder...being wrong or trying to talk myself out of seeing things the way I do.

I do everything I should do. I make the best choices I can...and so be it.

I know I think to much. I need to figure out how turn my brain off or rewire myself to want different things. I must ask for to much...more than I deserve. I don't see why though...to quote the Counting Crows...

'I've been here before and I deserve a little more.'

(this way) / (that way)

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