"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

A thursday..
December 10, 2009 - 9:23 am

One had nothing to do with the other.

I find it interesting how we (as in humans) let one facet of a person's life have so much influence over how we feel about someone. Of course, being the reverent and faithful Christian nation that we are... we don't judge others... lest someone throw a stone at us. Or something like that. Just one more example of the hypocritical nature of people.

If he were to get caught cheating (in golf, not an affair) during a tournament, then I can see people deciding not to watch him anymore.. that directly impacts why you're watching in the first place.

Did I mention I have my test date? It's 12/17.. so another week and then I know if I'm hired or not.

It's been about 2.5 months with no work and... I feel oddly like a piece of lazy shit, which is true enough. I've done very little that I said I would, which I knew when I said it.

In other news, I posted an add for hahas on okcupid. A odd dating/match sort of site. It rates people as a % friend, % match, and % enemy. I've had the most 'luck' chatting with a girl who was pretty much my highest % enemy and lowest % friend/match. The simple fact that she replied to an email titled "Dear Nemesis..." shows how off OKC is.

Back to work, I am all the more sure that this won't pan out (at least today). I simply don't know enough people... not enough of a natural market. Which means I'll likely be reduced to cold calling.. which is just a terrible situation. Who the fuck wants to get a call from a random person (me)? I sure as hell don't. I'm at a loss as to how to solve this puzzle.

I need to go back through monster & careerbuilder and fire off more resumes today.