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"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown of course i went there again. how could i not? i got there earlier.. and stayed longer. i shouldn't have. i should have left much sooner than i did. the other was pocket aces that lost on the river to two pair. this one doesn't bother me.. it's poker, these things happen. losing when i make the right call/play doesn't bother me. being inept bothers me. i'm not sure if i'll be going back.. though i probably will. anyway.. i'm left.. feeling largely depressed. not just from the losing, but things in general. i'm becoming more and more sure that i'm unable to make the right choices when it comes to getting/doing what will make me happy. some.. weird... subconscience thinking that i'm truly undeserving of being happy.
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