"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

friday before a trip
November 18, 2005 - 8:00 pm

i've not planned my trip one bit. i realized this on the drive home. thankfully, it's not a trip that needs much in the way of plan. i pack. i drive. i arrive.

today at work.. was a nightmare. odd how it works.. a vacation coming and the day goes to hell.

a bit ago i posted about i might be staying in ct.. that was due to changes at work, coming changes.

today, i'm not so sure. i'm not so sure at all. though, most of the shit i deal with now, that i hate now, would be gone with the changes.

watched good eats tonight and saw how to make a sweet potato pie. damn did that look good. i might make one in va. probably not. my family has a "thing" that i _love_ pecan pies. i do like them, but i'm really the only one that does. well, dad does too, but neither of us actaully should eat one. no doubt one will be made for "me" regardless.

i'm not so sure once i'm in va, that i want to come back to ct.

coming back here from school was supposed to be different. better.

ruts. life is about ruts. you get in a good one, things are good. you get in a bad one, things are not so good.

nah, that's just silly.

life is about trying to make the best choices you can to be happy. i'm not always so good at that...