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Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

parents and whatnot
July 24, 2005 - 9:10 pm

just bit ago i got an email from my parents. the "good" news is that they've picked an apartment to apply for. course the bad news is that.. they are finally moving to an appartment.

this.. highlights everything that festers in my head. they have to be picky in where they move because of my dad's health. mix into that that most places don't take dogs.. and those that do say they have to be on a leash.. which means my mom will have to get rid of sunny (their dog).

i know that this bothers the hell out of my dad.. since mom loves sunny.. and he's bothered as hell that he can't walk so much anymore and do all the things he used to do...and it's his limitations that really constrain what they can/can't do.

of course they still have to sell the house.. and that will take alots of work. and of course, neither me or my brother is near to help at all.. so ups to them -- which means it's really up to mom.

i dunno. this shit fucks with my head.

i've said before many times here.. that i don't have a family, i have people i share genetic material with..

i think this weighs heavy in my head with my wanting someone i can trust implicitly and all that rot.

anyway.