"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

not so sure
July 06, 2004 - 2:11 pm

i'm confused. i'm distracted. i'm not thinking clearly.

i've let too much bullshit junk come into my mind and cloud it all up.

back in feb i wrote out a list of goals for myself and a list of things that make me happy.

i've done.. perhaps one thing on the goals list and not really much of anything on the makes me happy list.

i'm wicked good at setting up what i should do.. but i lack the follow through. my thoughts change and i come up with a new thing to do.. and my thoughts change.. and i come up with a new thing to do.

i've become fairly certian that i'm defective.

i searched all around in the shower today, but couldn't find any sort of warrenty sticker/notice.

you see, to be quite honest, getting myself straightened out is going to take lots of energy and i'm not so sure i'm worth it.