"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

two out of three
March 21, 2004 - 8:15 pm

jon is 90% sure of what he's doing.. which means i'm 95% sure of what i'm doing - which will be living alone in monarch house.

the hitch is that francesca really seems to want to room with me.. i don't get that since she's now hanging out all the time with her new bf. i guess it is far too early in their relationship for him to move in. the real problem is that once she lives in december, i have an apartment with no furniture and might need to find a roomie. i don't want to deal with that shit.

she now wants to talk to her landlord and get a six month lease to cover the fall semester and wants me to live with her for that time.

that's the 5% i'm unsure about.

i'm not sure i want live with her and deal with her shit - and her birds. they were their while i was apartment sitting, but i was there today and her two little squakers wouldn't shut it. it was driving me crazy.

well, she doesn't have shit to deal with, that's a bit strong. she's just.. a bit of drama. a social person with a bf who will be over alot - which is fine, i like him.

i dunno. i'm just.. i guess i'm going back into a strong anti-social mode.

the last few days i've gotten irked at having roomies - not for any real reason.

what else.. what else.. in school i think i'm just going to take classes that seem easy and/or appealing to me. no worries on a concentration. my real goal is to start with the chinese tapes.

i'm debating setting up a schedulei can pretend to follow that will show when i'm going to study it.

anyway.. that takes care of where i'm going to live and school. just leaving my personal life up in the air.