"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

not comfortable
March 21, 2004 - 9:04 pm

i think.. i think i'm feeling clearer because i'm sorting out just what i mean when i 'feel tired' and ponder the point of things.

i suppose in a way i'm becoming more accepting of how my mind seems to work. i'm not sure if accepting is right.. but at the least my resistence to it is wearing down.

i find that i'm starting to focus less on why don't i understand the world the around me. it is what it is. in a lot of ways, i'm just a round peg in a square hole. i can't change me or the whole.

blah, i'm trying to talk in riddles. in metaphors and who knows what else.

for whatever reason i'm just not comfortable saying what i want to say here.