"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

unmotivated
January 19, 2004 - 3:09 pm

i don't care much about marketing.. and feel no motivation to come up with a company.

i've gotten pretty good at vice city. i play it the most out of everyone in the apartment.. so i'm the farthest in it. i like being the first one to see a mission and figure out how to do it and then watch someone else come to it and do what i did.

but.. for anything other than playing some silly video game, i have zero motivation.

i'm about 90% sure that coming to school here was/is a bad idea. more and more i find the idea of working for some corporation distasteful.

i've made little progress on figuring out what country i'm going to move to, but then.. i do have a year before i graduate.

i think i'm going to force myself to learn chinese. going to find the teacher for it tomorrow and ask her if she can help me learn it - or recommend someone to teach me.. perhaps even ask her if i can sit in her class or something.

well, time to go pay some bills.