"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

finest of cards
August 31, 2003 - 8:13 pm

i need to actaully focus on my life, on school.

i can see myself falling back into this.. split world of living. on one hand is reality - school and on the other is a fantasy world - in my head.

i don't think i can stop that from happening.. and i'm not sure if i really want to. but i need to keep things going well in both - hopefully using the finest of cards to build these two interwoven houses of cards.

happily, i'm currently flush with cash.. so with any luck, i won't squander it and that will be one massive fret not to fret about.

i think.. tops on my list is something very hard for me to do.. to meet people and set up some friends outside of this apartment.. or perhaps, settle for making decent friends with the people inside it.