"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

my to do list.
December 04, 2002 - 5:00 pm

1) eat dinner.

2) clean dishes that have been dirty since before turkeyday.

3) find letter i got the two mondays ago that talked about what i need to submit to finish my application. see, i am accepted at one school, but today it occured to me that another sent me a letter saying all i needed to send in was my transcripts, which i think i did. if that's the case, this school doesn't need essays or letters of recommendation..and so i'm good to go. of course if i get in, i'd have to figure which school i'd go to.

4) find number to call about getting the loan i'm going to need to keep making payments on my f'ing car while in school.

5) decide when i'm going to exercise..either in the am or in the pm. nothing big, just situps, jumping jacks, pushups ect. i need to so something, but i always procrastinate actaully doing anything.

6) watch west wing. i like west wing.

7) determine the best way to block up my windows. it's not that i don't like sunlight, i do. however, i hardly get in this apartment since my windows are literally at ground level, but more importantly the BLEED cold air. well ok, not bleed it..more like a massive draft when the wind blows the right way. i put up some plastic stuff, but either i put it up wrong or it doesn't work or the frames leak. translation. i think i need some trashbags to totally seal up my windows.

8) uhm, is there an eight? it will be a mircale if i get 1 or 2 things done. so seven really is enough.

i'm almost looking forward to the idea of not working for a year or so and being back in school. of course, once i'm out i'm going to have to get a real real job to pay off my loans.

i wonder if i'll be happier?