"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

a choice.
November 18, 2002 - 9:54 pm

i didn't do it on purpose, at least i don't think i did.

i've put myself into a position where i must make a choice. i have the time to sort out what's best, but still...i must choose.

i'm not so good at making choices. i'm even less good at making important choices. it's not that i can't choose. i can. i just don't choose well.

i've already attached great importance on this.

this will be a (or perhaps the) defining choice of my life.

i am weary already. i want to run away from the situation, pretend that i'm not in it.

choosing not to decide, is still a choice. it might be what i do. who knows?

not me.