"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

very close indeed...
September 17, 2002 - 11:08 pm

i listened to sneaker pimps in the car. can anyone tell me how that song 'six underground' relates to the movie 'the saint'? i never got that. it's a cool song though. i like the music and the words...the whole odd mood it gets me in.

"don't think 'cause i understand....i care"

anyway...so i think the verdict is no more tv and no more internet.

i really just don't see the value in them. i moan about how i'd like to get out and do more and yet i'm paying good cash to sit on my ass. i lose these to mental diversions and i've no excuse not to do things.

i can write. take my flabby ass to the gym.

i'm going to sell off my cds too. i'm going to burn them and make my own. i'm think if the cd place even gives me 3 bucks a cd, i'm going walk out with a nice stack of cash. i have over 200 cds. you do the math.

i've no idea when i'd continue posting here. i won't from work. i guess if/when i go to the library i could. to be honest, i'm really not all that worried about it.

i thought about it most today. i'm going to sleep on it tonight...verify there's no 'charge' to disconnect my internet, some early termination bullshit fee...and then i'll decide.

wow, i'm at 2,408 visits with 6 a day average. i had my standard 6 hits today and no one seems to mind.

it's really kind of odd...when i first moved here i couldn't stand not having access. i didn't even dream of not setting up cable tv. i think i like that i'm going to get rid of both.

it's hard to explain. if i want meaning in my life...why sit on my ass and watch tv or surf the net? there's no meaning to be found there..just lowest common denominator entertainment.

i want something more.