"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

the mold
May 26, 2002 - 9:00 pm

i am tired, just like i said to you.

i wish i hate someone to talk to. i don't mean type to, but talk to. i think if you were here, we'd talk. you're not here, so we can't. not like i want to. i'm not sure it would do much good. i think i'd like it though.

i didn't do a damn thing worth doing today. i did try to call a friend once or twice, but there was no answer, so here i sit.

more and more i seem to get caught up in the debate of 'what's the point' or i get off into mental stories that i never seem to put into physical words.

perhaps i'm just in a bad place. a bad place that's lasted years.

it's not really a place then, it's home.

i got the impression from my mom, when i saw her yesterday, that she really worries about me. mom's are preceptive that way arn't they.

i don't seem to fit into the normal 'mold' of people.