"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

three things.
May 22, 2002 - 9:56 pm

no three things.

then i'm off to bed.

first, my keyboard is pretty freakin' dirty. i've split just bout anything you can imagine on this. see, this has doubled for my 'dining table' for just about three years. that's a lotta meals dribbled, dumped and smeared on this thing. i'm impressed it still works.

two, as i'm want to do i've been thinking alot about our last talk. i dunno if you still read here and i don't suppose it really matters much since this is my diary. one thing you said has really stuck in my mind. i don't know if you said it without really thinking or if you meant it when you said it. it's attached itself to other things you've said. the puzzel fits in my head. i misjudged you.

three, west wing really bummed me out tonight. i'm tired of shows that slap you in the face with 'twists'. i'm tired of being bombarded with the idea that you need to enjoy what you have...no matter how short you might have it, since you never know when it might be taken away.

see, with number three, well, i don't know if i want to get into this. it's really not anything new that i have to say. just a rehasing of things gone past.

perhaps i'm just mired in thinking about number two.

i wonder if i'll ever take care of number one.