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Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

how i feel.
April 20, 2002 - 11:19 am

hrm. on second thought. i'm happy about this. i means you all had something better to do than read here. that's a good thing. even if i did say one thing i wanted.

i'm very annoyed with this whole showing my current apartment deal. it seems someone jammed the key into the keybox thingie and no one can open it. therefore i need to be here to let people in. i don't want to be here when people come. i was going to make it a point not to be here. i don't like the concept of people looking at my stuff with me here. strange people that is. i don't like that they look in closests and such. i don't like the fake smiles i get when people walk in.

it's warm in my apartment.

i was worried what to have on tv since peopel are coming in. luckly sportscenter was on. i don't really watch sportscenter siner patrick and oberman stopped being the a duo. i loved them. it's a stereotypical show for a guy to have his tv though. i can pretend to be watching it while people walk though. thankfully it only takes like three minutes for them to look around and leave.

i'm going to call my super today at 3 and find out how this moving truck debacle will work. i'm worried about that still. i don't think i'll really be unworried until the truck shows up and we start to load.

i don't like the concept of money. i don't like that the people i'd like to talk to i can't.

i feel. i feel overwhelmed? no that's not the word. it doesn't need a word. it's how i feel.