"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

what do you want?
April 06, 2002 - 4:51 pm

i was hankering for fruit and this seemed good. i'm looking forward to no more fruit and drinking the juice. i don't know why i just didn't buy grapefruit juice.

i have decided to label today a day for drinking. i'm mourning the loss of one hour of day light.

if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?

i know what i'd change. i want a slightly tweaked mind. i don't want to be smarter or a genius or anything like that. i want to be able to focus my mind, to be able to say i want to do 'x' and know that i have the mental fortitude to carry that out.

wow, there's a show on about panic rooms. that they are becoming 'popular'. oh wait, i already talked about we arn't as civilized as we think we are.

i want to be able to say i'm done picking my nails and know that not only do i mean it, as i always do, but that i'll be able to carry it out. i want to know that when i say i'm going to learn something, that i'm actually going to start learning it.

in short, i want to have more determination...more follow through on what i think i want.

what do you want?

i think i'll have a drink while you think.