"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

on my mind..
April 04, 2002 - 5:50 pm

i think i'm going to turn in my notice tomorrow.

of course you can't really give an opinion on thise since you arn't me. not that my decsion really matters anyway since there's an astroid with a 1 in 300 chance of hitting the earth. 1 in 300 is pretty slim odds not to be hit in my opinion...a serious close call in the making. i think it's a part of why i want to put my notice in. i'd hate to die while working for this company. i can't dawdle with and put my notice in later...i mean this huge chunk of space junk is going to hit us in like 878 years.

i really am debating turning my notice in tomorrow. the down side that they'd tell me not to work out my notice isn't all that down...since, well hopefully, i'll be hired no later than next wednesday. plan b is to just leave here and drive about the country, settling someplace that's warmish all year long and become a bum. i'd rather live in a place that has all four seaons, but the homeless need to consider the temperature over liking the seasons.

i find the idea of being unemployed kinda of...daunting. i find the idea of not going to work at my current company...uplifting. catch 22.

catch 22 is a really awsome book btw.

to be honest, i'm pretty gosh darn nervious about this whole thing. this would be the third job i've put my notice on in. you'd think i'd disinterested and unmoved by all this internal mental drama. i think most of my stress on this comes from knowing what my parents think. gosh darn jimmity cricket conscience...never leave a job till you got the next one locked up.

i should probably talk about other things, but this is what's on my mind.