"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

a hat trick
March 18, 2002 - 9:00 pm

i think i offended one of the guys at the office today. he asked me if there were 12 5 pair clips in a 300 pair block. i asked him how many times did 5 go into 300? he punched some numbers on his calculator and said 20. i said, then 12's not going to enough is it? he said, well i guess i'll just go fuck myself.

i didn't mean to be rude. it was as stupid question.

another guy in the office kept asking me if knew of a 89b bracket that this company krone makes. it had to be from krone. he looked in the book for like an hour. the section is only about 10 pages lone. i looked in the book and saw they have an 89d bracket, no 89b bracket. it's a differnet bracket that's why they gave it a different letter. his idea was to just send the 89d bracket and hope. so i told him that wouldn't work since it's not the 89b bracket. he got all frustrated and said something like 'how am i supposed to find this?' i told him to call krone, they do have customer service reps to handle such questions. or to call the customer and ask them if they meant b or d. they do sound alike. i think in total he spent about 2 hours on this quandry. i think he asked me four times if i knew if they had one. he said three times he was just sending the 89d. not once did i hear him call the customer or the company.

i told him to stop wasting his goddamn time complaining how busy he was and call someone to get his answer. after that i stopped listening to him.

tom wasn't in today so i couldn't go for the hattrick there at work. though i think i managed to piss off someone else, so the day wasn't a complete waste.

i don't plain on pissing people off. i simply seem to have a decent knack for it when i stop giving a rats ass what people think. i probably should take the so called high road now and then and not reply to things. the only problem there is that things build up inside me..so i think it's better for me to say what's on my mind and let whoever deal with it.

i have enough trouble dealing with my own interpretation of what i say and do. i spend far to much time concerned with what others thinks. the end result is that i sit here night after night.

this american embassy show is on again. it's attempts to shock and amuse continue. the show opens with a bomb scare...only it's not a bomb, but a vibrabtor sent in a care package. oh the hours they must have spent thinking that one up....

i bought those four books, i think, in an effort not to watch tv, however...it's still on.

i saw something on the news today that bothered me. i forget what it was.

i realized today that if i go to the supermarket everyday after work i can make my own dinner at the salad bar thingie and for like 3 bucks and eat healthier than i do now.

on the down side...id have to go there everyday.

i icq'd someone i shouldn't have today. i'm not sure if i'm going to reply to the reply.

i spend a good deal of my time at work telling the people in my office or showing them how to figure out whatever silly question they have for themselves. i don't much like just telling people what to do. i'd rahter not get asked a second time. too bad i can't take my own advice. too bad i can't just solve my own problems.

of course if i did that, then i'd have nothing at all to do or think about.

i like green eyes.

my eyes arn't green.

i've somewhat adapted an attitude of if you don't seem to have good intentions towards me, then i don't give a rats ass about you. it's nothing person, just my latest quasi-immature response to things. i doubt it will last long, these moods seldom do.

it's like i'm a ball in a roulette game...someone picks me up, round n round i spin...and finally i settle i a number, usually after a good bit of knocking around. then i do it all over again.

oh my god. oh my fucking god. she just said 'oh, i am so not talking to you right now' on this embassy show. i think i should try my hand at writing for tv. all i need to do is watch other shows, drink some and think of something more outlandish than the other shows did. i can use all the cliches, dated dialogue..hell my shitty grammer would probably be thought of a hip new way to talk.

i think my cloths in the dryer are done.

oh joy.