"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

what i'm thinking.
March 6, 2002 - 9:56 pm

no. no, i don't suppose you do.

i'm thinking something new now. four words. pretty simple words. pretty absurd place to get them from too. i think that's why i take them to heart so. the simple and pure absurdity of them.

my litte slip of paper. it has my lucky numbers of 4, 37, 39, 43,45 and 26. i've never thought of any of those as lucky, shows what i know. the numbers don't matter, well at least to my admittedly limited knowledge. i havn't really given those numbers any thought till now. i know i've seen them, but i don't think i read them.

my little slip of paper that was freed from the confines of a mass produced dessert trinket.

"face facts with dignity"

you know the thing about facts? true facts anyway. they don't change. look at them yesterdy, today or ten years from now. a true fact doesn't care about time. it has no reverence to the passing of time. it is what it is. you may look at it differently. you may choose to interperate it differently on a different day. the fact doesn't change though.

i'm not at all sure i have the ability to face the facts. i don't even want to consider the whole dignity part yet.

i guess. i guess now you know what i'm thinking, but not what i was thinking when i asked.