"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

holiday junk
2001-12-16 - 4:49 pm

as i wandered through the crowds at the mall i thought about myself and her. i just find that i become all the more confused about things. it's no secret i read her page and she reads mine, but from what she's saying she is very upset we 'done' and yet it was her never wanted us to start. i don't get it at all. one day it's A the next day it's B and then it's C and possibly back to A. if you arn't sure you mean what you say, you really shouldn't say it, espcially when you know that your answer is going to matter. it's not fair to yourself or to me. i dunno. i'm sure it's all just me.

alot of poeple are taking counting crows songs off me on winmx today. i wonder what that's all about.

i did one load of laundry, but that's ok. i got clean cloths for work tomorrow and i'll do the rest then. i'm going to go out tonight and eat some french onion soap and some chicken quesadillas.

i'm also thinkin' about putting together one of those 100 things about me pages. that could be scary though. i'm not at all sure want to reveal 100 things about me..and even less sure anyone would really want to know that much.

i really can't wait for this holiday junk to be over with.