"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

rasberry
2001-10-19 - 5:48 p.m.

i got this email a few days ago from someone who i thought was *poof* gone...but she's not. i'm not exactly sure why she's decided to email, but we'll see.

i've taken to calling myself 'furious george' at work. not outloud, just in my head. it's a play on curious george, as i'm sure you guessed. somewhere i saw a cartoon, a parady, called furious george that was about a cute little monkey who would just get insanly angry and beat the hell out of things. that's how i feel a lot at work. i tired of all the stupid bullshit at that place. i'm tired of quoting two weeks and then people ordering stuff overnight and getting mad when i remind them it's two weeks. i'm tired of people getting personal calls at work. i'm tired of my boss walking up and talking to me while i'm on the phone and then him being annoyed when i hold up my hand or ignore him...i have a fucking light that goes red when i'm on the phone, so look at it. i'm tired of him getting annoyed when the phone rings and rings and no one picks it up. i've never seen him pick it up, god forbid. i'm tired of territorial disputes within my company and promises that arn't worth a damn.

enough of that whiny bullshit, that's all i seem to do anymore.

perhaps i need a new chair.

i wish i had the stones to just get up and do what i want to do, but i don't. i never have.

uh oh, back to whiny...hrm.

i started to read this book 'on the road' by jack kueroac or something like that. mister beat generation. i've hear a lot of good things about him, but i'm finding the book rather lacking. i don't like his writing style i think. i'm not to far into it, so i'm hoping it picks up.

i havn't liked the last couple episodes of farscape. i like the charactors, but just not the stories. i'm hoping the shows that got me started arn't flukes.

i got this little tub of crystal light that is supposed to make 2 quarts of juice (isn't a half gallon?) and i going to mix it into one one pint bottle. i think there are four pints in a quart or is it two pints in a quart? why don't we switch to the meteric system? why actaully thinks what we use is good? who doesn't see the advantage of just moving a freaking decimal point? i mean, what american can convert 12 miles into feet in his/her head? i can convert 12 kilometers to meters, centimeters, milimeters, hectometers, decameters and decimeters in my head...

anyway, i'm in the mood for raspberry and this crystal stuff is raspberry...so i'm gonna drink some raspberry juice.

wow, this is really red, like a bottle of blood. a bit strong, but not bad.