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"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown thank you three doors down. my mind is so full of junk it's unreal. i want to go to bed, to drift off to sleep and wake up in a new day. a clean slate. i'm too jazzed up with a million thoughts moshing about inside my skull. i could cry. i could scream. i could toss random items about my place. i could drink copious amounts of alcohol. i could do a lot of things. i was just thinking of that song by pearl jam, the i wish song. i like songs. i wish i actaully had a 'thing' in my life that made me feel good. a happy thing. a peaceful thing. i wish my mind didn't work the way it did, which is tantamount to saying i wish i was someone else...so i guess that's really my wish. i think i need laid. no, no i don't. sex would just add a whole new dimension...a whole new layer of shit to deal with. i need something far more basic than sex. i need something more primal, more fundamental. i need a friend, someone i can trust. A place like Alaska - April 07, 2012 Dowton Abbey - February 01, 2011 Dowton Abbey - January 31, 2011 Something of an update - January 16, 2011 What to do... - January 01, 2011 |
my current wishlist item, yes i am waiting for godot.
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