"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

Nothing big..
2001-05-03 - 5:25 p.m.

Other things...hrm...My back is doing much better, still a bit sore...but nothing big anymore. I think it will hurt for a few more days, but the worst has definitly passed.

I think that...in general I'm just in a frustrated rut. I know what I want on many fronts, but I never seem to make any progress toward getting there. I dont know if its a lack of desire on my part, or 'I'm not good enough' or just the way things are...

I talked to some really stupid support people at other companies today. I felt like calling up the local reps and telling them that I'm never selling their product again, but that would just create problems I dont want to deal with. It is kinda of amusing the real power I do have. I can, really on my own whim, swing a deal from one vendors products to another. With a few words I can sway a customers opinion for better or worse.

Actaully, I've mellowed alot about work. I still dont love what I do, but Im more resigned to my current postion. Thankfully, with my past history, I do realize how nice I do have it and dont want to rock the boat.

Smirnoff Ice is a tasty drink.

I cant decide what I want for dinner, as though I have many choices...

I'm going to dispise tommorrow, all the "Suvivor" talk...

The more reality shows are on TV, the dumber and dumber they get...I cant wait for the big fad to pass. One or two might stick around, but thankfully most will be gone.

I'm also VERY disappointed in the new series on A&E, the Nero Wolfe show. Great, great books...but the show just blows, atleast in my mind. I grew up reading those stories and this show just kills those memories. The actors suck, they dont come off as real or believable...

Oh well..I think I'm off to see what grub I want...