"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

weekend musing
March 13, 2006 - 6:19 pm

i don't like domino's either -- but that's cause their pizza sucks.

i realized late this weekend that, overall, i'm in a wicked anti-social mood.

though it's hard for me to say exactly why, i think i can attribute a lot of this to the final(?) meltdown of things. i don't know why (or even if my preception is right), but it just seems like in any converstation you're waiting, just waiting, for me to utter something to spark an overflow of negitive feelings/thoughts/words. it doesn't much seem to matter that i'm not trying ot utter anything inflamitory.. i just do -- or perhaps, it's just a self-fulling prophecy.

doesn't much matter which is right.. or if i'm totally off base.

the outcome is the same.. i'm left with the fact that in one way or another i was wrong. one way or another, i totally botched things.

this leaves me with a reinforced notion that such.. things, such.. relationships just arn't for me.

i've lamented more often than i care to think.. that i don't seem to think like everyone else. perhaps it's time to fully embrace that...