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Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

more school?
August 07, 2005 - 11:15 pm

why post this? i see a hell of a lot of jobs on the various boards in the accounting field. a hell of a lot. more than what's in "my" field at least.

10 classes.. that's not too much. take 2 classes a semester -- that's at least six in one year and finish up halfway through the next year. 1.5 years tops.

i'm thinking the job at aflac would be great for this.. both in the sense that aflac is growing.. and that i think the hours would be a lot more flexible.

tomorrow i'm planning to talking to my boss. to be honest, i can see it either being a "good" converstation or him flipping out and firing me on the spot.

of course this would be bad.. very bad for all involved. i'm only slightly worried about it.

really, it can't be that big of a surprise to him. i've told him things like 'no more accounts' for me more than once. he doesn't listen and sends more shit to me. i think he thinks he's doing me a favor -- but i can't really handle what i'm doing now. so tossing anything new to me just pisses me off.

on the other hand, i've no idea how much of anything he's given to other people. perhaps he's just going around giving us things in turn.. if that's the case, i can't fault it too much. we are all probably overloaded.

of course, all this is kinda moot.. since the real quesiton is what do i want to do? and the real answer is.. i've no fucking clue.

school is place to run to when you don't know what to do right?

i'll be a good consumer and rack up more debit...

this would be part-time though.. making money, hopefully, and not just spending it.

i can my parents now.. "well, if that's what you think you want to do.. we just think it'd be nice if you found a good job..."

no point in my even asking their advice.

perhaps i need to 'meditate' on that.. what i want to do when i go to sleep. probably more constructive than what i do now.