"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

updates
April 14, 2005 - 1:26 pm

this is not normally the case.

this is sign, a clear indication, that my mind is in complete disarray. i hate how my room is. i lack the motivation to clean it up. which annoys me and makes me hate it more.. but i just don't seem to have the energy to clean it.. and the more depressed/annoyed i get about, the less energy i have to fix it.

vicious cycle. i know.

school ends in about two weeks. so an update on projects and shit is due, no?

china paper for my independent study class: about 1/2 done. i am happy with this. i want to finish it sunday and turn it in early.

internet marketing paper: hopelessly behind on this. i'm lost on the concept, it's fuzzy.. not well defined. i'm annoyed. it's not a valuable project.

marketing research: we should soon have about 300 and some surveys done. meaning it's almost time to do the analysis. this is roughly on schedule. the class fucking sucks, but that's 'cause i don't care for the prof and his teaching style. yes, the problem here lies with me.

IT group project: need to draft a 3 page summary of the presentation and create a ten/fifteen minute presentation. easy as pie do.. once we decide to actaully do it. it's due next thursday so.. i'm thinking we need to get started. do i care? no. it's a silly case in the textbook. all the info you need is given in the 2.5 pages.

plan for after graduation:

walk on may 7th.

go home to pgh for a week or so and then head to CT no later than the 16th to find a place to live. i'm truely hoping the building i like will have an opening. i need to follow-up on that. will do that.. tomorrow while at work. course, i'd like to see it first.. or have someone i know drive by it.

so if you live in the cheshire/meriden area of CT and would be willing to do a drive-by letta me know.

what else? nothing.

i feel good. exchanged emails in the last day or so with someone i was hoping would reply. funny how just an email can help make one feel better, no?