"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

pissy mood
April 05, 2005 - 10:42 pm

this is the part where i think to myself or look in the mirror and think/say "i'll never do this again."

i mean it at the time, but let's face it.. the track record speaks pretty clearly, i will do this again. i will procastinate and then scramble like hell.

i used to think i did it because i "worked better under pressure" or some crap like that.

fluff.

i do it because i let myself do it. i'm not inclinded to do things i'm not very interested in. normal enough.

i've also learned that i can pull some halfway decent things off in a short time and, therefore, can skate by doing things at the last minute.

this one is gonna be tough. perhaps i'll finally get burned... and damn could i be screwed if i end up with an "i" in a class and don't get my degree.

so, to avoid this and maximize my potential working time, i'm going to have to call my parents tomorrow and beg off going home this weekend.

i've set up my pontential job to start june 1st, so i can spend a week or so home in may. i can do the stuff they need done then. they really shouldn't be upset or anything.. they know school comes first, so it's a not a big deal.

in other news, i'm totally pissed off with international students. they have a different sense of time and importance.

this must sound funny after the first part of this entry.

i'm ok with the slacking off. my displeasure comes from not be told.. not getting a the 5 second call to say change of plans.

i think i'm just in a pissy mood.