"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

i'm on the wrong path
February 16, 2005 - 5:51 pm

this depresses me.

none of these things i'm applying for really excite me.

i've never had a "dream job" in my head.

in fact.. mostly it's quite the reverse. granted a job gives one something to do, but the i kinda chafe at how money dependent we have become.

something's just not right.

i lack the ability to place my finger on it.

it's not that i'm lazy or a bad worker, i know two bosses who'd hire me back in a second. that's not my point..

i'm looking bigger picture.. ignoring the trees and thinking, "my, isn't that a big ass fire burning this way? doesn't matter how pretty the trees they, they're gonna get torched."