"Watch your thoughts; they become words. Watch your words; they become actions. Watch your actions; they become habits. Watch your habits; they become character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny." -- unknown

Insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results - Albert Einstein

fluff
July 19, 2004 - 10:31 pm

i'm annoyed the preset rings suck so much. i'm annoyed the preset wallpapers suck so much. i'm annoyed it keeps flashing verizon wireless and then the date/time on the bottom of the main scree. i'm annoyed i can't turn off the sounds for the camera.

i'm going back to verizon tomorrow.. to see if i can't fix some of these issues.

i downloaded ringtones to fix the ringer.. that was a pain in the ass. i hate trying to sort out what song i want in the annoying sound range of phones.

i want to get a new wallpaper - how can i 'send' a picture to my phone?? there has to be a way! i refuse to pay for pictures.. i'm annoyed enough i paid for ring tones.

perhaps i shoulda got the lg vx6000, but this one... the samsung one.. just looked lke it had a better screen.. and is smaller.

eh.

haven't studied a lick for my test tomorrow. still not worried about that.. so either i'm really confident i know the material, or i truly don't care.

i actually did a full days work today. bizarre.

i also signed up to do some computer lab monitoring bullshit next week while some 11th graders come to campus.. some i dunno what kinda program it is. i know i get paid 200 bucks for 8 hours work - 2 hours a day for four days.

this pays for the charger and the ringtones.. with plenty left over.

it also pays for the two books i bought.. fight club and uhm, lullabye i think i settled on. same author.

when i write.. i want to write like him.

he lives in portland, read that on the back cover.. and i've been thinking of moving there or seattle - well from san fran north really.

odd that i got a new phone, have semi-plans for after school.. but they are like fantasy plans.

when i stop and sit and think.. i don't really see me moving there after school. i don't really see me graduating.

i fall back from those fantasy dreams to thinking about late august and moving off to my own place.

that's really as far ahead as i can see.. and as far as i need to.

the rest.. is all fluff.